nothin like a little Rancid and Transplants to lift your spirits, i just bought the album Indestructible by Rancid and i'm diggin it, just as i thought i would after listening to 30 seconds of every song on the album, i'm a lil bit of a jew monetarily so me actually buying an entire album is a big deal, i pretty much have to like every song on an album to buy it, anyway

summers just aren't what they used to be, i mean, there've always been boring ass days where you sit around on your ass and don't do shit, but it seems like that might be close to everyday this summer

i miss everybody!!!! micaelyn, michael, adam, logan, garrett, shaildhish, ammar, john, cameron, fuckin, everyone, except josh and austin, they can fuck themselves

ok maybe even them

a little bit

Summer's here!!! and i'm a year older!!! and it actually feels older sort of, i mean, i don't really feel older, but my age feels older if that makes any sense. it's like blood pressure, there's the "good" range, the "borderline" range, and the "bad" range, i feel like my age just went from the "good" range to the "borderline" range, and it surprised the shit out of me, just like blood pressure i guess; you think it's all good and then one day you check it out, you look at the number and you're like "holy shit!!! when did this happen??" except with age you actually know when it happened and then you're like "fuck what do i do??" but you know the answer to that too, because you're still doing the same stuff as yesterday. anyway, sorry if i'm scarin you with all that blood pressure talk, i don't have high blood pressure or anything, or borderline for that matter. my dad does, but that's a whole nother story. i know that's not proper english, but oh well. Anywho, my girlfriend is goin on her 6-week trip through Europe in 3 days, and i'm not flippin out or anything, i'm actually kinda apathetic, but yeah, that's because i can never really comprehend that kinda stuff until its happening, which means i probably won't realize that she's actually going to Europe until she's beent there for a couple days, oh wait, maybe longer cuz i'll be in Tahoe for the first few days when she's gone so i probably won't figure it out until i get back home, so i guess that's a week. Well, that's like she's going on a 5-week trip through Europe! that's cool, see, it's already lookin better, that's about 17% less! alright phoo anyway, i've been playin this game on my 360 lately, it's called Fallout 3 and uhhh yeah, it owns your face!!!!! oh! and i had my 3rd fencing competition today!!! and it was my worst one yet!!! mostly cuz i'm so out of practice and out of shape, my legs are soooooo tired!!! well, not my worst one, like, it was still fun and everything, i just mean the worst performance-wise i guess, but yeah, it was still lots of fun, annnnnd uhhhh yeah, my tired legs tell me its time for bed, so i'll write more some other time, and uhhh yeah, peace and stuff all!!! happy summer!!!